Thursday, September 22, 2011
What does this mean now?
Today was just one of those blah days added to an extremely long week, but everything that just happened within the last 10 minutes probably ruined my whole entire night plus next month. I recently just started a new job, but knew I would be going out of town October 7th-9th to visit friends and Brett for his birthday weekend. My mom and I had planned to go to San Marcos for over two months and she just told me after I'd been counting down the days and been excited to see Brett and my closest friends, that because she made other plans over me that I couldn't go now, even though I'm down there frequently without her anyways. I'm hurt at the heart to know she did this especially when I had just put in my request off for work tonight for that weekend. Today, I just felt so overwhelmed with school work and knowing this information now, my day just went in the toilet and flushed. :( God has been trying to reach out to me this week and I've noticed it because everything I do has just not turned out, from my computer crashing and almost causing me to receive 9 zeros because my computer didn't like me. Then, my anatomy teacher shoving a bajillion pages of homework down my through, OH! and hate messages on my lab notebooks and facebook implied towards me and to me. So great week... Complete sarcasm. Tears running down my cheeks even as I write this because I'm not even done with the first lab write up! ugh. What is the Lord trying to tell me?! This week has just been terrible, where to turn next?!
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Sidney, you are going to go through trials like this. I know it's hard but God isn't the one to blame. We should praise Him no matter what the situation. Even when you feel alone, God is still with you. You're in my prayers and I hope things start looking up for you soon.
ReplyDelete"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. When you cross rivers, you will not drown. When you walk through fire, you will not be burned, nor will the flames hurt you." -Isaiah 43:2
Thanks girl! I appreciate the prayers and hopefully things do start looking up for me! Things have gotten tough, but I haven't seen myself this torn down since my freshman year. He will uplift me through his spirit and words of wisdom as the sun gets brighter on my horizon!
ReplyDelete"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you where you go" -Josh 1:9